Example - I tend to forget to copy an important department for some output we needed. Yes, I forgot, I admit it. But I find it hard to actually care that the lady responsible for the department is annoyed. I'm sorry, I just don't have it in me to tell you how to do your job, because lately I barely care enough to do mine.
I'm tired of the attitudes, the over-working and the fatigue. Is this worth it?
I just don't care anymore and I have to learn to care. Is something wrong with me that I just see how much harder it has gotten to get past this?
Part of me is worried about this development. It was very sudden - one of my close friends and co-worker's was gone for a week and I had to do his job, and after he came back I was so worn out and tired. I think part of it also is that I had been working on a baby shower and it was more of a chore than doing something for one of my best friends.
It was a great party, but still...the stress leading up to it is something I don't ever want to repeat.
Okay, so I don't feel as chipper as I usually am. Amanda was in town, that was way fun. :)
She's awesome but I totally over ate! I feel gross. Time to go back to eating more controlled amounts of food.
Haha, I'm about to start listening to Eminem too. This isn't going to help my depression.
I need real time off - or real time away from everybody. I need to go somewhere and be free and alone and just scream out loud or something. LOL - it'll be cathartic.
What is cathartic? According to google it is:
- emotionally purging
- purgative: a purging medicine; stimulates evacuation of the bowels
- strongly laxative
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FYI...Joel McHale is a hottie.
And Chelsea Handler is hilarious.
This blog is everywhere. :)
I'm feeling a bit better. Got any advice?
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